Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Day 29!!!

So we made it to day 29, but to be honest it is a little bitter sweet. We are happy to have made it to this point, but things don't seem to be headed in the direction any of us had been hoping.
We hadn't updated in the last two days because emotionally I think we are just trying to take a lot of things in. The Dr's have started preparing us for some bad news that they think we will be getting. They have a theory and they want us prepared for it. Avarie's white blood cell count and platelet counts continue to drop. They told us this is actually not normal at this point in treatment. Her numbers should be going up at this point. The chemo should be killing off all the leukemia and her marrow should be making healthy new white blood cells. So far her blood tests are not showing that. They think that there is some other leukemia mutation going on. Its still ALL leukemia, but back when we were waiting for all that genetic testing they think that there was maybe one of the bad genetic things there that was just barely present so they didn't find it, but now that they have been killing off all of the easy to kill leukemia they think that bad mutation has taken over and multiplied. Everything seems to support this idea, and they will do the bone marrow biopsy tomorrow to confirm this. We probably won't know the results until Friday though. Even then we won't know the extent of what we are facing for several weeks after, they will have to do more genetic testing to discover what it is we are facing. So more then likely Avarie will be going into the "Extremely High Risk" category and will be undergoing a much more intensive treatment plan. They say her chances remain about the same, that is the good news, however it is going to be a lot more difficult and a lot more hospital stays. Honestly I don't even know what to expect completely, I haven't asked. I plan to ask tomorrow, I just wasn't ready to ask yet, but I think I am now.
She has also started running a fever tonight, one of her old bone marrow sites came open the other day and started to bleed due to her extremely low platelet count and has now become infected. They have started her on an antibiotic for it.
The good news today was that she didn't have pneumonia, they did x-rays because they thought they heard something in her lungs,but they came up clear. That was such a huge relief, because I just don't know if she could have fought off pneumonia, she is just too weak and her counts are just too low to fight anything. I am so happy to have that be clear and I almost feel I can face everything else.
When I am able to find out more info tomorrow I will update with the latest info that I can. Some of this is unfortunately just going to take time to figure out. That can be so frustrating sometimes because we just want answers now, we just want our baby back now, its had to be patient and watch your daughter suffer. I am definitely learning to be her advocate and speak up. It is amazing, the longer we are doing this and the more I learn the more confident I am with speaking up and making sure things are being done for her.
We'll update soon.

9 comments:

Rachelle said...

We REALLY want to visit. Henry has a stuffy nose, but would it be okay if Ellie, Charlie and I came to visit or is that even to risky right now?

Melinda said...

Charlie (her other Charlie) wants to come and see her too. Are they letting you have vistors?

mommyof6 said...

After yesterday's pneumonia scare I am feeling very optimistic. I have faith that she will beat this. Even though it has been hard to see we all no she is a fighter. Don't be discouraged. Lets get some priesthood blessings up there ASAP.
Last night went great teeth brushed, decent bedtime, happy kids!

Becky said...

We are so grateful it's not pneumonia on top of everything else. Praying for you always.

Heather said...

Jenell, My prayers and thoughts are with your family at this time. I am going to be bringing another hat over today. I will leave it on the step if there is no one there. Hold on to your FAITH and FAMILY!! Heather Hawkins

Joel and Kristie said...

I'm sooo sorry things aren't as you had hoped, but I'm relieved to see that she doesn't have to fight pneumonia on top of everything else. How did the garage sale go? I'm having mine Saturday, I hope it goes well so I can help your family as much as I can! Your always in my thoughts and prayers!!HUGS!!

Anonymous said...

Hang in there Jenell and Avarie. I know things seem so grim right now, but I have a peacefulness that I know it will be ok. This is a really tough part of the treatment, trying to get the right one, and figuring out what her body is going to respond to, but once they nail it down, you WILL see improvement. She just needs the right dosages and the right regimen. They'll get there. I know how frusterating it is waiting for all the tests and procedures to come back, but as soon as they do, we will be on the right path and the true healing can begin. For Avarie and for your whole family. I know you know that we are all here for you, and that you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday, but we tell you this again, so you don't forget. We love you all!!!

Razzle Dazzle Berry said...

Janelle- I am Jennifer Boes sister. I just want you to know that my family is praying for your family. May the Lords peace be in your heart.

Anonymous said...

Janelle,

I am Taunya Boes, a sister-in-law to Loren and Jennifer. I believe you and I were aquainted with each other when Rob and I came up for the week of the Fourth of July this year. You and I both have babies that are about six weeks apart. They sent us the link to Avarie's blog. She is such a beautiful little girl. I can't even imagine what you must all be going through right now. May you know that your family are in our thoughts and prayers. We are rooting for Avarie!

Taunya Boes